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[..:: sigh... ::..]
the quest for wisdom has started and one week flashed like a few seconds. academic adaptation was a smooth transition but interpersonal relationship was tormenting. two years of togetherness had turned the whole cohort into a dangerous wild jungle of inhuman predators and vulnerable preys. most people were making more enemies than friends, cold avoidances prevailed more often than warmth smiles.
it was indeed a disturbing sight seeing a few sly foxes rambling about, and some vicious tigers roaming around. i knew i was being too negatively judgemental at times but i just could not help it with the bad experiences i have had. some changes are certainly needed if i am to enjoy spending time in campus. isolating myself in a cage would provide me the security i needed, but i would not be able to bear watching the slaughtering and bloodbath going on around me.
all the disputes and odium going on were extremely upsetting. i believe there are still some harmonious community somewhere in this jungle, if i could not find them, i would have to form my own pleasant environment from scratch. it is not going to be easy but i have to try, for i would not want to see myself turning into a fearsome lion joining in the massacre. whatever it is, good faith must prevail.
"making heaven or hell out of one's life lies in one's choice"
posted by C.L @
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