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[sphere] is spinning for the round
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[..:: perplexed ::..]
- putting up with people whom i didn't quite agree with
- bearing with circumstances that were going against me
- sucking up the shit irresponsibly left behind by others
- suffering the disrespect that some people laid on me
- facing the difficulties that i didn't have the solutions to
- tolerating the redundant worries that surrounded me
- spending the money that i really deemed unnecessary
- trying hard to please everyone other than myself
- wearing a fake mask to hide my true troubled self
such terribly unhappy things were dragging me down
i wondered how long i could carry on with these burdens
it felt so hard-up to be at the receiving end of such despondencies, but do i really have a choice
actually i do, but i know it will not work
if i outrageously managed to turn all things around
and selfishly centered every circumstance around me
i would not be happy either, in fact, it might be worse
sign, it seems like there is no conclusion =/
posted by C.L @
02:10
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